I call this post “New Year’s Resolutions for Everybody” because I think of myself as just a human now, one of the bunch, not especially damaged, struggling with life’s obstacles put in my path to make me stronger. “Deal with it,” I now say to myself. “Get over it.” “Stop it.” Expressions like that. So now, having my life almost in order (I’m still seeing Theresa though), on with my resolutions! As my mindset has changed, I promise myself:
#1: to revise my bucket list to include things, with assistance, like shopping and visiting favorite people in New York and traveling across the United States. In fact, I’m going to travel in the spring, headed for Nashville again, my favorite place to be with the Grand Ol’ Opry’s headliners, musicians filling the streets on Broadway, and southern cooking everyplace.
#2: to lose the 20 lbs I gained and stay thin forever. I realized the weight gain when I attempted to stand up from the sofa and it took me two tries. It’s only a 20-lb loss to achieve my goal, but a thin person can move around a lot easier. But you already know that. Just before I got out of the hospital after 15 weeks in, I thought I was totally familiar with the layout of the therapy rooms. But much to my surprise, hidden behind a support column, I discovered a full-length mirror I hadn’t seen before. I was surprised to see how a 20-lb loss made such a difference in how I looked and moved. I’m determined to do that again.
#3: to read faster. I had double vision right after the stroke that lasted for about 6 weeks. I covered my good eye to get the weak eye stronger and it worked. Now 6-1/2 years after, I read like I always did, reading every word like a recitation, but I want to improve the speed. I’m forcing myself to take in a group of words now and reading it all at once. Look at the picture to the right that explains the power of the brain. It takes practice so it rates as a resolution.
#4: to use a new word every day, especially with dysarthria. There are several websites that offer word-a-day options.
#5: to enjoy the moment–any moment. I don’t know when it exactly happened, and it wasn’t recent, but as soon as I accomplish something, I’m on to the next thing. The memory fades. (I don’t do that with friends–only experiences. I like those people that I consider friends). But let me give you an example. My second book, The Tales of a Stroke Patient, was published in 2012, and the next day, I lost the excitement and thought about the next book I would write. So in 2016, I’ll concentrate on being happy in the moment. (My guess is I will not keep this resolution because “finding the next thing” is part of my personality. But I’ll try).
Last year, I did 10 resolutions, and the year before that the same. I’m not tired of writing now, just satisfied with the new resolutions. Send me yours if you have a chance.
So this will be it until next year, just 12 days away. Happy New Year to all those who celebrate it. If you don’t celebrate it, you’re not missing much. It’s the biggest non-event of the year! But resolutions, on the other hand, last the whole year. I have until December 31, 2016, to satisfy each of them. If I don’t, so be it. Resolutions are between me and, well…me!